Riddles

an end can only be delayed but not prevented… everyday we hear about people saying i am going to do this and that in order to prevent this and that from happening… well i agree we can take precautionary steps to try preventing somethings from happening but will it last? wont somethings come back and haunt you another day?

to me, somethings in fact alot of things especially endings cannot be prevented but we can only delay them. for example no matter how much we hope or wish to have to prepare for an exam, in the end we still have that 24 hours a day, 7 days a week to do it. and no matter how much i want it to be delayed, STPM is still coming day by day this year. we cannot determine how long we want to live but we can help ourselves from not dying at a young age with precautionary steps and hope people also do so because accidents can happen anytime and anywhere.

we cannot determine how long a friendship can last as we do not know how long one might live(sorry if people do feel sensitive) and we do not know what is in other people’s mind and meaning of friendship(everyone has their own opinion and mind set). I believe all we can really do is never feel low and down no matter what happens and pick ourselves up as soon as possible and be ready to face every end that comes to us even if it is the end of our lives.

the defender kicked the ball high up the pitch going to the opposition goal…. the goalkeeper come chasing the ball… his defenders look relieve at the sight and faced the other side when they say their opposition jumping in joy.

they realise they had conceded a goal but how? the goalkeeper was in such a comfortable position to catch the ball

here’s how

the goalkeeper was chasing the ball without the intention of CATCHING it. his team mates asked him y didn’t u catch the ball? his reply was ‘i am a goalkeeper,  my job is to keep the goal post safe not the net and the ball will stop as soon as it reaches the net. so why bother catching? isn’t that what the nets were for?’

last week i had my team to go to pn harminder’s house for a short 2-hour muet speaking practice…the team comprimises of me, ashleigh, samantha and lee yian.

how much fun can there be with samantha in your team?? topics were
candidate A  -haze
candidate B  -smoking
candidate C  -obesity
candidate D  -drugs

she was candidate C…. halfway into our group discussion she went to say ‘actually obsesity is linked to all your 3 topics’ and the group had started wondering what does HAZE gotta do with obesity and samantha kept on asking me what is my topic again for 3 times during that discussion ALONE!!!! pn harminder had that weird look on her face and the group couldnn’t stop laughing at her mistakes but hilarious mistakes as she burst out laughing during the discussion herself

hope this can repeat itself again but with a video camera on somewhere as it would be a real sight for everyone’s view ^^

everything looks normal from the outside.But nobody knows how much one can suffer inside may it be from stress, mentally or physically. Alot of people tend to not being able to cope with this kind of situation do commit suicide…which i think is the most stupid thing a person can do…(come on taking your own life which was given to you as a blessing and your life comes from your own hardwork) Friends are important figures in our lives. Although some might conspire against you and start those backstabbing stuff others might inspire you to greater heights of your life. While some are ready to cry with you while the world laugh at you, there are some who are waiting to see you cry….(like i said it is just my opinion..no offence)…. it is always good to find true friends(thanks) but how can friendship be proved? i really have no idea but through some hardship i did find a few from those whom i have already known but of course everyone hope to find more true friends in their lives.

Happy or sad,

Joy or despair,

Life goes on,

   Life is a wonderful journey

lower 6 finals is so so near, yet no panick button yet(i wonder how can i survive next year) havent started studying n the exams is only 2 more days….how chilling can 1 get? well not all is bad, at least it is considered as another phase of dying fast!!!! so so sien these days, hardly have the chance to do whatever nonsense i would like to do, just can think n think n think of it. Thinking of it until i m bored n have to eventually let go of it.

So many paths but not many chance

MUET presentation……well suppose to present it lets say a month ago but some how with the help of unexpected delays such as teacher not in school, projector suddenly cannot operate, teacher’s laptop no battery and prefect’s installation time killers….i guess i made 1 of the worse presentation in my life and also most probably the worse presentation in my class….haiz….nothing i can do anymore…..just better luck n try next time

yesterday my day started very early considering the world cup and it is a saturday. but what can i do? there is unit beruniform to attend to….. finally got persuaded by some1 to join kadet bomba……what a bomb!!!! real officers to train us….totally unexpected….some1 said can go back at 9am but the officers came at 8.40 and we stayed until 10.20am

Later in the afternoon there was a futsal game for 2 hours….7 person turned up….wow 1st time i m playing with so ‘many’ people…..2 girls 5 guys….huey lin, ai khim, me, ze xiang, dheepan, tysern,ivan….what a sight……well didn’t really play cos every1 was more busy camwhoring and xiang and khim had some catching going on…..to the guys toilet would u believe? around 4.15 we went to yum cha which surprisingly lasted for an hour…..didn’t quite make it to my friend’s birthday party ( very sorry)

and because today is my dad’s birthday i didn’t wanna do hw today so i opt to finish it all at night….went on and on and on until 7am this morning before finishing everything…….nuts….but felt very free after that

no doubt it is the longest day in my life so far…..24hours of almost non-stop action…..life is life….we have a day to fulfill the day

Remove the covers of the morning
And I don’t see the new day dawning
Just can’t cope

Cold shadows hide me as I go through the day
No one at all seeming to say
The feelings they long to convey
But could it be I am the one
who has lost my way?

Why can’t I see my future clearly?
Is there a chance that I can break free?
Please help me

This maze has complicated day into night
Repetitive hours I see
My spirit is ready to flee
Then suddenly you come to me
and everything’s alright

You’ve given me reason to live
You’ve given me reason to try
You’ve given me reason to stand
Don’t let life pass me by
Whenever I feel hopelessness
Whenever I feel I could cry
You rocket me up to the sky
Give me wings and then I can fly

Together soaring to the sunrise
I feel the passion comes from your eyes.
And I know
Strength cast away the fear and
Faith made the soul sing clear and
Love is the music we can all hear

You’ve given me reason to live
You’ve given me reason to try
You’ve given me reason to stand
Don’t let life pass me by
Whenever I feel hopelessness
Whenever I feel I could cry
You rocket me up to the sky
Give me wings and then I can fly

Whoa I can fly
Whoa fly away with you forever
Fly away ’til end of never
We’ll fly away

You’ve given me reason to live
You’ve given me reason to try
You’ve given me reason to stand

Don’t let life pass me by
Whenever I feel hopelessness
Whenever I feel I could cry
You Rocket me up to the sky
Give me wings and then I can fly

a great day =  (26 may 2006)

a day where  i feel like a new person although i m a bit sick! Got to realise forgetting the past and letting go of somethings really do help reduce tension and troubles… My agenda for the rest of the year is simple ‘Stay out of trouble’

sounds easy but it isn’t….life is always unfair…when u want to do something right someone or something always stands in the way to try to destroy our hopes. But i believe determination is the key to this kind of situation…..

Good Luck wishes to all lower 6ers

feelings are always deceiving

started the day badly with a hell out of phone calls from people whom i didn’t want to hear from….haiz what to do? Did not know it was nicholas’ birthday when i went to have lunch with a group of 6 bawah kenanga people(actually i was only watching…..no mood to eat at all)

Ended the day with a long shower under the rain(1 and a half hour)…..feeling sick by the end of it but it did clear my mind of a lot of stuff i do not want to remember on this frustrating day….how i wish this day does not repeat itself